Ahhh!! need to study need to study. haha! i told myself that i will not use the comp till like after spm or smth. but..cannot lah! buay tahan!!! it's like...i can't study 24/7 rightt?=/ so..ANYWAY...

Today Chong yan suddenly called me in the morning saying he's gonna come over and slack abittt.... so okay lorh. got up.showered.then after that he nak cari makan. so..decided to go ikea!! to have my ikeaaa meatballs! :P then...bad moment.smth...bad happen. =/ sorry darling.

But...the day wasn't all bad! =DD after that he did make it to ikeaaa..then...chong yan left first and we lepak-ed around after he had his lunch at T.G.I.F. omg. i was in like shorts and big T walking around. so ugly.=x then his mom called and all. so decided to go back! took cabbie. and! i skipped my last class of tuition today..wheeeee..

It's raining again. Sejarah is boring. banyak depressing. >.<

okay! bye bye people! back to drown myself in the past!

hehehe! so happy so happy so happy! everything is okay now! =)

We CYCLED to Taman Mega today to eat dim sum. We = Me,celia, Big js,small js,sha lee. Kent woh,JJ,jen ru and joey drove instead. Omg. Go there also no appetite to eat.>.<

I was like SO relieved when we came back to Bu. XP then went to community hall to play Vball a bit. Then went to zee park to see him!! hehehe!!

Bla bla bla bla!!!
i need to study! But i can't. and i don't dare to go out and have fun cause i'm gonna feel damn guilty! >.<

There's so much in my mind. But it's all jumbled up that i don't know where to start. *sigh*

I really miss how we used to be. I really miss how u care and being all gentle. I really miss how you try to make my every morning so interesting. I guess. Things really can't be the same anymore. and i can't believe that...the precious memories i had of those messages that i saved in my phone are all gone now. Maybe it doesn't mean a lot to you. But it means a lot to me. Last time, you use to be so sweet that your words seem to have this magic effect to make my smile instantly. And when we go out. you would just grab hold of my hand all time.But now, your "good nights" seem to be just bold and plain. I can't help it but to think about us, how we were the last time. And how are we now. And comparing them.

I just hope. u know how i'm feeling.When you hugged today. It really really really felt like things were like before. like how it used to be. But then i realize. It won't be the same. But, i'm really happy that i spent time with you. really.

Exams are coming soon. I have limited time! i have got to study. i know.I really need to clear my head.

Why do i just lie awake and think of you?
I need some sleep.
Tomorrow i have things to do.
Everytime i close my eyes i see your face
So i try to read but all i do is lose my place.
[miley cyrus-obsessed]

Okay!! I guess. i gotta go catch some sleep now.
hoping tmrw when i wake up,it turns out to be a dream.