Past Present Future
When i was form 3, i've thought of going to Japan.I wanted to do hair styling,
I wanted to pick up Japanese class,
I wanted to be someone GREAT.
I wanted people to talk about me,
I wanted to be outstanding,
I wanted to do something different,
I wanted to be special.
But now, i did none of those.
Now, i'm just another common mass comm student.
My aunt and uncle kept asking me if i want to go U.S because last year i was mentioning about going to U.S.
I regret mentioning bout it 'cause now they would ask me if i'm going almost everytime i see them.
It just happened just now when my aunt told me that U.S unis are recruiting IT and Mass Comm students.
There's so much to think about, dilemma much.
I don't know if i want to go to aussie or U.S.
My aunt say that it probably costs the same for both.
Except that U.S has more paper work to go through and i have to sit for the SAT exam.
Goodjob.
If i have decided to go, should it be next year?
U.S.....is the adventure. I can see so many different things. It would be different from aussie. I can learn so much more. I can experience so much more.
Aussie...feels closer to home... The place will feel much more familiar 'cause there would be many familiar people around me like Hanyi, my sis and cousins friends and all.
Dilemma dilemma dilemma dilemma..................................................
Come to think of it. my past was like, a waste.
I wanted to go overseas right before everyone,like right after SPM. BUT i didn't.
Why didn't I? hmm...good question.
Was it 'cause I didn't know what to do?
And you know what?? Another thing i regret is...
i didn't join volleyball in highschool 'cause the practice is during my english tuition time.
If i get to choose again now, i would simply stop my English tuition and go.
I know it was be a great experience to get to play the tournament.
Envy those who got to experience it before leaving high school.
Sigh.
But, i'm glad that he is actually encouraging me to go overseas.
He said "if wanna go, of course go further."
Which is true.
"A" would just tell me "up to you"
I think i would really put U.S intro consideration and go research bout the universities.
posted by huihui @ 2:45 PM
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